portal 5 - REMEMBERING

pondering waves

 

"incoming and outgoing”

becoming aware of my breathing
following the steady in and out
arising, cresting and fading away
breath moving though me like waves

and i wonder and begin to experiment -
can emotions be sensed the same?
continual waves
arising, cresting and fading away

it would seem so

then follows the observation of thoughts
arising, cresting and fading away
a constant flow and flux
moving through 

a liberating,
continuing
in-house
observation


 

playgrounds

 

“the fields of discovery”

there are four playgrounds
each of them holding special connections
to the Path of Joy

one trains us 
to maintain positive mind states

another helps to develop skills and stamina
to recover from negative states of mind

the third playground instructs us in focus
and keeps the mind from wandering

and in the fourth we learn to be generous
be it as a giver, receiver or witness of generosity

learn to play in these
welcoming fields of discovery

 

an invitation to remember

 

“jewels of instant quiet”

there are these rare moments in life
maybe a handful over decades
touching the deepest core

pure and strong they speak to us
in the wordless language of the Friend

jewels of instant quiet
and belonging

remember then these moments
that sustain
the thread of love 
between the Friend and you

“remember often”

 

orient

 

“location, location . . . ”

seven directions
are my good friends

Greetings to the East 
and Salutations to the West

Aloha to the South 
and my Good Wishes to the North 

Up and Down - How do you do?
Within - I welcome you!

to orient
the island of peace

the ripples of light
from the basket of wonder

the gems and joys to be found along the way

“in flux”

 

gentle

 

“soft focus”

it still astounds me
what gentle attention can do
. . . how it can bring much well being 

letting my mind walk slowly
through my body from head to toe

greeting my eyes, ears, arms, hands, fingers, heart . . . 
saying: “hello eyes. please relax and be at ease”
“hello ears. please relax and be at ease”
“hello shoulders . . . 

slowly, like on a garden path,
walking through the community of my body
i feel tensions ease and deep calm spread within

it seems that together, mind and body,
we create a small miracle 
of greater well being

beautiful what gentle attention can do

“attention”

 

upside down

 

“upside down”

ideas, like flocks of colored birds
perch in the branches of my mind

. . . and after decades of idea-having,
i wonder: what’s going on there?

surely i don’t rule the movements of these idea birds,
i can’t will them to be absent from my mind,
nor manifest a truly original thought

so i find myself trying out another view:

people don’t have ideas,
ideas have people

turning my world upside down

“in wonderment”

 

healing balm

 
"wishes"

"wishes"

background story: 

For all of us there will be days of witnessing seemingly overwhelming pain in this world, - be it physical, emotional or mental suffering, be it in self or in others.

Facing pain, it is easy to get gripped by confusion and fear - and reach for ill-founded remedies of blame and hatred, even avoidance - hardening the heart and mind.

How then shall I train myself, when, inevitably, encountering pain?
How to give comfort and be a healing balm into the world?
Transforming fear and pain into peace of mind. 

How to keep spinning, spinning, spinning compassionately in this mad love dance of life?
A longtime quest to hold close to the heart.
Inviting resolve and wisdom, peace and kindness, buoyancy and forgiveness to be constant companions along the path.


"healing balm"

"healing balm"

unclouded by doubt 

the power of thought radiates outward

like the rays of the sun

blessings, wishes, prayers - anchor peace and well being

becoming a healing balm for the earth and all its tenants

 

the stories we tell

 
"what is her story?"

"what is her story?"

the story I tell myself

from a blank slate
it takes mere fragments to hum a story-truth into existence

my story makes her what she is for me

then, change the lens and the scene chimes differently… 

what if I learned she had traveled the world, 
had an engineering degree and spoke five languages

or, that she was a refugee, eking out a living
for herself and her two small children

colorless energy becomes a story
it is what it is
change the story - change your life.