portal 2 - BEING

mistaken identity

 

“liminal

often have i mistaken
the act of thinking
as the true nature of myself

mistakenly
have i identified with
the narrator within
that curates
the world
for me

the endless chatter
of daydreams and analytical thoughts,
of likes and dislikes
recurring by pure habit of mind

would it not be wise
to take a good look
at the nature of thinking

to behold the comings and goings
and quality of thoughts

now on to the “chicken and the egg”
do i create my thoughts
or do thoughts create me?

can you predict what next
will occupy your mind?


 

wings

 

“wings”

does my heart have to harden with fear and pain
when meeting the violent and vile?
the poor, or the wretched?

outcasts of society can be found far and near
whether face to face,
or by mere hearsay

every time i witness darkness
does my mind and have to recoil?

how narrow, ever shrinking
life then becomes, cutting myself off from kin
building the cage of self confinement

who holds the keys to the
responses of my heart and mind?
who has my wings…


 

hello hands...

 

“side by side”

here you are
both of you, side by side,
working and playing

your daily activities - innumerable
be it pulling on a sock,
washing a teacup, petting the dog

watching you i am awed,
as you skillfully anticipate 
each other’s next move
always in support, never in competition

how curious that an example of
harmony and purposeful togetherness
can be found right at my fingertips…

thank you
hands!


 

your inner voice

 

“listen …”

your inner voice
do you hear it now

as these words become sounds
in your mind’s ear

curious
isn’t it?

now,
listen ...

is it a gentle voice
that speaks to you?

is it patient with you
when it comments on your life?

is it kind?
does it love you?

why reserve resentment
for yourself…

keep encouraging
yourself

rediscover
tenderness
subtleness
the vast
quiet
star-fields
within


 

one of us

 

“wholly deserving”

on her beautiful skin i walk
my feet touching the ground

and Earth whispers: i am here . . .
for you

in her cool waters i wash
 and splash - quenching my thirst

again i hear:
i am here for you

and as the wind brushes against my face
the ocean of air echoes:

we are here for you,
we are here for you . . .

the moon, the sun,
the seasons too declare how

wholly deserving they find me
to joke with them

how loved i am!


 

my oasis

 

“nurtured by the rains of presence”

what do they have in common?
the genuine smile 
and moment of sincere patience…

the giving thanks before a meal,
wholehearted listening,
and wishing another well…

these acts - and their kin,
bring me home again
into the freshness of being present

they are the nurturing rains
that water the seeds, 
sprouts and budding plants
in my oasis


 

bleep

 

“advocating wellness”

there is a four letter word
i am advocating to bleep
out of my vocabulary

no, no
not the sailor mouth words
that add occasional emphasis

this little word i have in my gaze
it is more insidious, destructive and 
soul sucking

so, give me a B
give me a U
and an S

have you guessed it yet?
finish off, this little insult to happiness,
with a Y

and voilà, - we have busy
often: too busy to listen,
to play, to rest and to live well

may i replace busy with 
another four letter word:
well 

so that when asked: how are you?
the answer shifts from a slightly irritated: I am busy!
to an honest: I am well . . . Thank you!


 

How are you?

 

“wholehearted”

“How are you?”

three short words
so often spoken

usually directed outward
often asked in passing

but what if, we turned
these words inward?

asking them with warmth
and wholehearted interest:

How are you . . . body of mine?
How are you . . . my heart and feeling life?
How are you . . . my thoughts and mental processes?

and paused and patiently listened . . .

then these three words 
could become the opening 
to a fine internal conversation

bringing ourselves back
into the here and now


 

make of yourself a light

 

“. . . seems to be the answer”

Yes, there is suffering
and pain

in the world and within
( . . . and, are they not both the same?)

often have i pondered
alone and with others
what my response should be
to these tidal waves of suffering

to fall into the bog of despair,
hide in the cave of avoidance and forgetting,
or succumb to the blindness of
self-righteous know-it-better attitudes
is easy

make of yourself a light
seems to be the answer

no blame, no shame
no excuses
just the path

to take the light of peace
and kindheartedness,
of wisdom and patience,
of neutral witnessing wherever i go

to tend this light
of joy and gratitude
for this wondrous gift
we call human life

 

slivers

 

“senses sensing”

imagine
all the humans and their senses
perceiving life right now
all the ears listening, all the eyes witnessing
all the tasting, all the touching

all the senses
cast like a vast net over planet Earth
observing life

each a uniquely colored lens
filtering experiences in their own way
each a fractal, a gem, a sliver of the whole

then,
imagine more senses sensing
all the birds perceiving life
all the elephants and the Lilies of the Valley . . .

and how about grains of sand?
do they sense life in their crystalline way?
where does it all begin and end, this living net of awareness?

“a sliver of the whole”