love lessons

 

“softer”

quite suddenly dark clouds form
and a harsh wind rushes in

what, an instant ago,
was a sweet disposition
is now sour and sullen

through the lens of this darkness
i find faults,
now even my loved ones seem blameworthy

i have entered the state of
the Great Separation

where i stand, alone
defensive, self-righteous, filled with self-pity

if i give theater
to this temporary state
we all suffer

it is my journey
to find the way back home
from exclusion
to inclusion

remaining open,
yielding to the gift of life
takes practice and skill

with mindfulness
patience, tenderness
and humor
as companions on the playground of life
love is rediscovered