portal 1 - SPARKS

blessings

 

let’s put aside our small talk
and talk of our blessings

even if we have to sit wordlessly
to hear each other

let us connect and remember
the blessings that came to us

in moments of healing,
of wisdom, wonder and love

blessings that arrived
in the guise of coincidence
as rare flashes of beauty
or an inexplicably deep peace

let us open ourselves
to this vibrant thread of blessedness
that guides our lives

to the blessings
that are still waiting
for the time when we are ready
to welcome them


 

beyond words

 

some understandings can live quite comfortably in our head
yet are much more difficult to put into daily practice,
this is one of them:

you don’t have to agree with another’s words
and still hold the other person lovingly in your heart

we get so befuddled by words,
by opinions,
including our own

instantly forgetting that we are kin,
born equally and together into
this immense mystery of life

forgetting that
we really don’t know
all that much,
even our own selves

can we listen and perceive
that which lies beyond all words
beyond our opinions?

receiving and giving to each other
from light to light, from love to love


 

surfing

 

“something catches the attention”

something catches the attention

pulling life out of automatic

time stops
no past, no future
just single focused alertness

flower
forest
smile

is seen
wordlessly

without classification
without possession
without the need to change it in any way

only
open
hearted
awareness

life to life

vital
inclusive
togetherness

… then
another
wave arrives
inviting us to surf


 

cliché

 

“sunset”

“Be here now”
“Live in the Moment”
it has been said
by so many and so often

that it hardly causes
pause or ponder anymore
just, the quick mental:
“yeah, right, got it”

then,
forgotten.
instantly.

how could these few words
cause real change?
in me. in you. in the world.

what does it take?

what does it take 
for a momentary perception
to change our mind?

it has to push through
the weight
of all our conditions
and conditionings

it has to be seen
for the beauty of itself
for the immensity

how i wish
for you and me
for our world
to truly be
with the never-ending beauty
of the present moment


 

just for one day...

 

“be together

let’s go on a journey together
and ask ourselves…

if we would've been born
in a different country
to a different family
would we have turned out
like we are today?

would we hold
the same views and ways
of perceiving the world?

it seems highly unlikely
doesn’t it?

our views
are products
of our conditionings

it doesn’t matter
what particular views
have made their home in us

what we will do
for our views
matters

will we go to war for them?
get upset and condemn others
if they don’t share our views?

curious isn’t it?

views do not care
about you and me
about the well-being of our bodies
or about our friendships

dear one, just for one day
let’s set aside our views,
even our most treasured ones,
and be together


 

unknown

 

“life

there is the known
and the unknown

and the unknown unknown
how to even wrap the mind around that?

with humor and lightness
i try

and begin pondering
what i do not know

the time, the place and cause of my death?

why consciousness exists?

what caused the universe and life to be?

how much I can trust my senses?

how much I can trust my memories?

the realms outside the spectrum of my senses?

why I perceive the world in a dualistic way?

why life unfolds to the mind as a continual string of now-ness?

the reason for the uniqueness of everything -
be it matter or this moment, nothing is ever quite the same?

well, that’s just a wee fraction
of the known unknown …

how does it live within?

Welcome! Welcome to the Great Mystery!


 

pathless

 

“pathless”

there is a beauty to this quiet watching
to witness
the formations
of rationalizing,
of avoidance and laziness,

the quick to judge,
self aggrandizing,
eager greed,
and anger at the ready

there is a beauty to this quiet watching
and to no longer look away
to see the state within
rather than only
in “the others”

the problems of this world
start so close to home

sobering
to no longer hide
to enter a pathless land
of mercy
and love


 

playing the part

 

“before me a glittering sphere”

before me life
like a jewel

asking
to be lived

asking
which part will you play 
this time in the Great Game of Life?

where we all wear masks
where we all play roles

remember,
once in a while, 
to question the rules set by man

to question everything
especially when it comes to 
seriousness and righteousness

then return to play, knowingly
in emerald fields
with gusto and sincerity 


 

perfect circle

 

“right on time”

in this season
fog rises off the river

veiling the morning-sun
i see its perfect circle in the sky

a wonder all by itself
sun and moon - perfect circles

then, remembering
a total eclipse

two circles aligning
both exactly the same size

spectacular
design!

and the clockwork of it
happening “right on time”
another marvel

finely tuned mechanisms
that make our life possible

wonders
upon wonders
surround us

they will still be here
when current dramas deflate
to their true size


 

into the mystery

 

“melting all doubts”

what do you call them
these meaningful moments

that reconnect you to
the mystery of your existence 

that come so unexpectedly, 
with divine tenderness, melting all your doubts

into clarity and union
if only for an instant

these moments that are so unique to your life,
calling you close again, into the mystery

how your soul glows
when you remember your moments